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zayncarter:

When Zayn had found Liam, dead with a stake through his chest he had to admit he was bawling his eyes out. Not believing that his best friend had just left the world. He didn’t think he could live anymore. He even considered doing the same but he remembered Harry and Santana. If this was how he…

The death of Liam really had an impact on Harry. Finding him in Zayn’s arms, battered and bruised. It killed him. And the note he left. The guilt was eating him alive. He could have been saved. He could be living right now, telling him that Sleeping beauty was waiting for his kiss. The funeral seemed unbelievable. Like it was all just playing in his mind and not reality. After the funeral, he had stayed back with Zayn and the two of them sat near Liam’s grave, just re-telling stories of the three of them back on Texas. They were depressed, there was no doubt but luckily they had each other to comfort in.

Harry had been in Liam’s room, where he had moved into. He was kneeling beside his bed, hands laced with each other as it rested on his bed. His eyes were shut close as he prayed. He prayed for Liam to be happy. For Liam to be back. For himself to get over it in time. For Zayn get over it in time.

‘Dear god please make sure Liam is happy. That’s he’s having the time of his life there. That he was happier than he ever was here’ Harry sobbed, his voice cracking. ‘Dear god please let Liam know that I miss him. That Zayn misses him. Dear god please let Liam know that we love him so much. That we could have saved him’ Tears were falling down his face. ‘Dear god please forgive me for not saving Liam. I could have saved him. He could have been happy here’ Harry broke down, resting his head against his hands. ‘Dear god… I miss him so much’ he cried, sniffling slightly before he heard Zayn come in. He turned around, wiping his eyes. ‘I’m fine’ he whispered before trying to contain his tears. ‘No I’m not’ he said, shaking his head

Zayn felt a few tears leak when he heard Harry pray to god. He didn’t know he prayed. They were vampires.
They were evil. But all his prayers weren’t revolved around him. They were revolved around Liam. Zayn walked soundlessly towards Harry, kneeling on the floor beside him, his fingers laced together as he shut his eyes.

‘Dear god please look after Liam up there. Make sure he’s happier than he was here’ Zayn said quietly, Harry following him. ‘Dear god please let Liam know that I love him. That I miss him’ he whispered. ‘Dear god please tell Liam that not one day goes by where I don’t think about him. Please tell him that I’m doing fine without him’ he said before shaking his head. ‘Dear god please tell Liam that I’m an emotional wreck without him. That I don’t I can live without him’ Zayn said, beginning to sob. ‘Dear god, please bring Liam back. I dont think I’ll be able to recover. Please god, i’m begging you’ he said, resting his head on his hands. ‘Dear god. I miss him so much’

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   Harry prayed with Zayn, they prayed for Liam, so that...would come back.

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   Zayn felt a few tears leak when he heard Harry pray to god. He didn’t know he prayed. They were vampires. They were...

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   The death of Liam really...an impact on Harry. Finding him in Zayn’s arms, battered and...

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